We were 13 when we met.
He was a cutie.
He liked me.
Last day of school, at the park, he held me close, and said "I hardly know you, but your beautiful." Than leaned in.
That was our first kiss. We were dating.
Years passed, we were 16.
Still dating, totally in love.
It was our 3 year anniversary.
We were going to celebrate at the beach with a group of friends.
At sunset, so romantic.
Us and our friends gathered in our cars.
With boom boxes, and grilled food, all huddled together.
We parked in the beach park, no one was there.
We all ran down to the sand.
The girls in our bikini tops and shorts.
The boys in shirts and swimming trunks.
I sat in my tank top and shorts, on the back of his truck, his towel wrapped around me.
We sat on the back wrapped together, kissing.
It was a teenage dream.
When everyone remembered we forgot the fireworks at my boyfriend's house.
Me and him got in his truck to leave.
4 blocks from his house, we were waiting what seemed like forever at a red light.
We were finally crossing over when a car hit us.
The gas tank exploded, flames burst on us as we flipped over again and again.
Before landing upside down, us both unconscious.
I woke up in a hospital bed, next to his.
The doctors calmed me down, tears ran down my face.
I had no face, it was almost completely burned.
I saw myself in the mirror, and broke apart in tears.
I was hideous. Revolting.
I would wonder what he would think of me, I wasn't beautiful.
But I just prayed he would wake up.
Days went by, I never left. He woke one day.
The doctors told me "He has memory loss. He remembers nothing. Not even his mom or dad."
I was heartbroken.
They said, "See him if you want. Just go on in."
I walked in, and sat next to him.
I held his hand close, tears running down what was left of my face.
He opened his eyes, I couldn't help but crack a smile.
I said "Hi. Remember me?"
"I don't know you, but you're beautiful."
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Yesterday, I made some pancake with my sister, Rere. Iseng sekali, jadi kita cuma berdua di rumah dan kelaparan. Suddenly, I found some materials to make a pancake. Yasudah akhirnya kami memutuskan untuk membuat pancake.
here it is the step to make pancake:
1. Prepare the materials, which is: Tepung pancake, air 250ml, telur, dan untuk topingnya.
2. Mix and stir it well.
3. Pour it using a round spoon.
4. Wait until the air bubbles appear.
5. Boleh dibalik, boleh tidak.
6. This is it :)
Thursday, November 24, 2011
I am mess without my family. I really am.
I don't know, lately, I was very messy. My mind are messed up, I do not focus to the lesson, I had a bad score. Phew.I just want to break from all the routines that made me so sick. I miss my family. srsly.
Added, many problems I got in my school.
I don't know, I was a-very-safe-person who almost didn't have any problems in my school but... since a trouble maker starts to make a bad relations between me and him, everything has changed. I hate him for sure.
And also, his fckin friends. That was one person. He used to be my classmate. I don't give a shit with him before, but he always disturb me without any reason. I know he's a fool, kind of boy who cowardly. Dare just if there is any his friends only. ha ha. Shame on you.
Well, at the end, I just can smile. And hope that God will reply their bad behavior soon. :)
Please be peace.
Monday, November 14, 2011
This is my favorite Black & White pictures recently. I don't know why, I just love it!
Sometimes, reason isn't really important for loving something, don't you think so?
it's me. by the way
hahaha I know my expression was not-so-good-looking ._. Just ignore it by the way. hoho