Sunday, November 27, 2011

a random story which I got from someone's blog.

We were 13 when we met.

He was a cutie.

He liked me.

Last day of school, at the park, he held me close, and said "I hardly know you, but your beautiful." Than leaned in.

That was our first kiss. We were dating.

Years passed, we were 16.

Still dating, totally in love.

It was our 3 year anniversary.

We were going to celebrate at the beach with a group of friends.

At sunset, so romantic.

Us and our friends gathered in our cars.

With boom boxes, and grilled food, all huddled together.

We parked in the beach park, no one was there.

We all ran down to the sand.

The girls in our bikini tops and shorts.

The boys in shirts and swimming trunks.

I sat in my tank top and shorts, on the back of his truck, his towel wrapped around me.

We sat on the back wrapped together, kissing.

It was a teenage dream.

When everyone remembered we forgot the fireworks at my boyfriend's house.

Me and him got in his truck to leave.

4 blocks from his house, we were waiting what seemed like forever at a red light.

We were finally crossing over when a car hit us.

The gas tank exploded, flames burst on us as we flipped over again and again.

Before landing upside down, us both unconscious.

I woke up in a hospital bed, next to his.

The doctors calmed me down, tears ran down my face.

I had no face, it was almost completely burned.

I saw myself in the mirror, and broke apart in tears.

I was hideous. Revolting.

I would wonder what he would think of me, I wasn't beautiful.

But I just prayed he would wake up.

Days went by, I never left. He woke one day.

The doctors told me "He has memory loss. He remembers nothing. Not even his mom or dad."

I was heartbroken.

They said, "See him if you want. Just go on in."

I walked in, and sat next to him.

I held his hand close, tears running down what was left of my face.

He opened his eyes, I couldn't help but crack a smile.

I said "Hi. Remember me?"

He said,

"I don't know you, but you're beautiful."

Pancake on Saturday

Yesterday, I made some pancake with my sister, Rere. Iseng sekali, jadi kita cuma berdua di rumah dan kelaparan. Suddenly, I found some materials to make a pancake. Yasudah akhirnya kami memutuskan untuk membuat pancake. 
here it is the step to make pancake:

1. Prepare the materials, which is: Tepung pancake, air 250ml, telur, dan untuk topingnya.

 2. Mix and stir it well.

3. Pour it using a round spoon.

4. Wait until the air bubbles appear.

5. Boleh dibalik, boleh tidak.

6. This is it :)

 YUMMY! :9

Thursday, November 24, 2011

just skip this post

I am mess without my family. I really am.

I don't know, lately, I was very messy. My mind are messed up, I do not focus to the lesson, I had a bad score. Phew.
I just want to break from all the routines that made me so sick. I miss my family. srsly.

Added, many problems I got in my school. 
I don't know, I was a-very-safe-person who almost didn't have any problems in my school but... since a trouble maker starts to make a bad relations between me and him, everything has changed. I hate him for sure.
And also, his fckin friends. That was one person. He used to be my classmate. I don't give a shit with him before, but he always disturb me without any reason. I know he's a fool, kind of boy who cowardly. Dare just if there is any his friends only. ha ha. Shame on you.

Well, at the end, I just can smile. And hope that God will reply their bad behavior soon. :)
Please be peace.

Monday, November 14, 2011


This is my favorite Black & White pictures recently. I don't know why, I just love it! 
Sometimes, reason isn't really important for loving something, don't you think so?

it's me. by the way

hahaha I know my expression was not-so-good-looking ._. Just ignore it by the way. hoho

Monday, October 31, 2011

Happy Halloween!

Those old picture was taken by me on 2009. So old, right?
That wasn't my face, for sure. I'm wearing a silly mask which My Sister bought at Pondok Indah Mall (PIM), that time. And those picture used to be my profile picture on my facebook account.
I got many responses! here's some:

Hihihi :p
well, how's your Halloween, pals? :)

Saturday, October 8, 2011

behind the photoshoot

We are! :D
(left to right) Ner, Lela, Shafa, Niken, Amel, Didis.
without Monic. She's the cameramen hehe


Friday, August 26, 2011

There is...

There is ILY (I Love You) in FAMILY..

 My Brother, Thoriq.

 Me and my Sister, Rere.

Thoriq when he was 2 years old. Cute attack >,<

Broh and Sist.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Let's Gardening!

I went to Bandung on my last holiday. There was so many beautiful place for hunting or just for throw away your daily problem. I just sharing some picture now. Here it is:

 In Kampung Kuda. Very great place. You should try to visiting this place.

 In Kampung Gajah.

Kampung Gajah. Me, my auntie and my cousin. 

 My auntie's daughter. Her name's Orens.

Monday, August 1, 2011

I'm sixteen now

 Flat Shoes from my Sister, Rere. THANKYOU RERE uknowmesowell :D

Cake from my new classmate, XI IPA 6. THANKYOUUUUU


This Monday I went to Teras Kota Mall with my Junior High School friends. We watched Harry Potter & Deathly Hallows Part 2. It was an UBER COOL movie! Too bad it just the LAST chapter of Harry Potter movie :'( And when we on our way to home, suddenly my friends sang "Happy Birthday, Amel." and I was like.. "Hey today isn't my birthday" and they said "Yeah, sorry for the late gift. This is for you" and they gave me this gift...

And I was like "Thankyou thank you soooo much!" haha And this is the contents:
 A teenlit novel and cellphone's bag.

And they also gave me the greeting card. So cute with the purple color and the ribbon!

Sunday, July 17, 2011


Just wanna tell you that I'm still alive.
sorry for being a bad blogger.
busy, haha

Friday, June 10, 2011


1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media  Player, iPod,  etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool…

My Result:

Opening Credits: Enjoying The View - Skillz
Waking Up: Feels Like Tonight - Chris Daughtry
First Day At School: Count On Me - Bruno Mars
Falling In Love: (BINGO!) How Deep Is Your Love - The Bird And The bee
Fight Song: Imagine - The Beatles
Breaking Up: Marry You - Bruno mars
Prom: Hesitate - Stone Sour
Mental Breakdown: Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap
Driving: Uncharted - Sara Bareilles

Flashback: Just A Feeling - Maroon 5
Getting Back Together: Never Gonna Leave This Bed - Maroon 5
Wedding: Price Tag - Jessie J ft. BOB
Birth of Child: If you ever come back - The Script
Final Battle: I think I love you - ost. Full House
Death Scene: King of Anything - Sara Bareilles
Song: The Reason - Hoobastank

End Credits: Built to Last - Melee

Wednesday, May 4, 2011


Today I just wanna post some picture of my brother, Thoriq.
Just fyi, He is 8 years old on Oct. 18 2011. He's an (very) active boy hmmhm. He likes games, and he doesn't like book.

P.S: I don't even know he has a talent to be a model *LOL*