pray for me, will you?

So, I just checked my timeline on twitter when suddenly, someone tweet about Super Junior will come to Indonesia for SS4. Yeah, that was shocking me! You all know that I'm very looooove super junior right? huhu well, that news made me more confused beside of happy. How couldn't? Its said that Suju will come to Indonesia on April, perhaps. And the ticket about 1 month again for sale. 


I don't have money! And it so hard for me to ask my parents for money. Not because my parents wouldn't give me, but as a good girl, I feel hesitate to my parents.
I'm sooo fucked up right now. I'm confused about what to do to get a lot of money  in a quick and halal way, for sure. Any idea? If not, would you just pray for me? :")

Well, this is me currently

Am I sloppy? or better than before?

*anyway, i will make a posting rarely here. Blame school! hihi :-P & if you miss me (confident lvl: OVER) you can follow my miniblog (twitter) here

Me, sign out. ADIOS AMIGOS! :*

Happy Halloween!

Those old picture was taken by me on 2009. So old, right?

That wasn't my face, for sure. I'm wearing a silly mask which My Sister bought at Pondok Indah Mall (PIM), that time. And those picture used to be my profile picture on my facebook account.

I got many responses! here's some:

Hihihi :p

well, how's your Halloween, pals? :)

zebra

I'm sixteen now

 Flat Shoes from my Sister, Rere. THANKYOU RERE uknowmesowell :D

Cake from my new classmate, XI IPA 6. THANKYOUUUUU

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[UPDATE]

This Monday I went to Teras Kota Mall with my Junior High School friends. We watched Harry Potter & Deathly Hallows Part 2. It was an UBER COOL movie! Too bad it just the LAST chapter of Harry Potter movie :'( And when we on our way to home, suddenly my friends sang "Happy Birthday, Amel." and I was like.. "Hey today isn't my birthday" and they said "Yeah, sorry for the late gift. This is for you" and they gave me this gift...

And I was like "Thankyou thank you soooo much!" haha And this is the contents:

 A teenlit novel and cellphone's bag.

And they also gave me the greeting card. So cute with the purple color and the ribbon!

Dear

Just wanna tell you that I'm still alive.
sorry for being a bad blogger.
busy, haha

Valuable Experience

Last Monday, I went to Griya Yatim Dhuafa in BSD, Tangerang.
I go for my Social's assignment.
Well, I'm with my group (Hani, Dina, Ner, Dani, and Helga). But Bella couldn't join us.

There was so many valuable things that I've learn from that place.
I must be thankful to God. I am lucky to have my life like this. I have no idea for complaining.

 I love this cutie baby :*

Never Gonna Leave This Place

Last Sunday, me and my sister just have been doing a photoshoot.
As usual, the place is in our beloved room because I love the background (the color of my wall I mean.) Broken White color.
Alright, let's check this out!

My sister with her giant Teddy Bear

 By the way, don't you realized that the shirt which I wear is the thing from my Mom?

Take a look my previous post

I love that friendly bear :*

BIG HUG

Sunny Day in a Dark Room

Just A Permission

Because recently, there are so MANY assignment which my school gave to me.So, I can't post something here perhaps about 4 days (or 2 days? I'm not sure about that)

I'm so tired, for sure, but I know I have to do that considering me as a student. *sigh*

C'mon mel, c'mon! You can do it!! :D

*btw I have watched Crazy Little Thing Called Love movie. OMG, I'm so in love with the main actor in that movie. P'Shone. OMG OMG, I'll tell you about that later. Keep reading!

I can't be blame.

If you wake up this morning and found something that ruined your mood immediately, trust me, it's not your fault.
Well, it's not your family, or your housekeeper's fault too.
So, whose fault?

Actually, it's NOT anyone's fault. It just a sense that always come to every human life.
Then, what should we do?

All the things that we need to do is just to be a confident person, smile, and keep praying.
Because, that annoying feeling will annoyed you if you keep grumbling everywhere and everytime.
You know, it makes other people feel disturbed.
And slowly, people will stay away from you and ignoring you all the time.
So, you don't wanna that to happen to you, right?

Just always smile, and DO NOT ever blame yourself. Cause you're not wrong.
Trust yourself. Follow your heart.
You will find the peace, the enjoyable life.
Cheers. -xoxo-

My Playlist on this Month

These song. I just love to heard and listened to.
It's about recent week :)
Check it out!

*P.S: I'll tell you the artist, tittle, and also the Quote which I love too♥ from each of the song.

1. The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved. "How can I move on when I've been in love with you"


2. Stone Sour - Hesitate. "Why? Give me hope. Then give me up. Just to be the death of me."


3. Maroon 5 - Just A Feeling. "When I look into your eyes. You're not even there."


4. Avril Lavigne - What The Hell. "So what? If I go out on a million dates? You never call or listen to me anyway."


5. Embrace - Gravity. "Can you hear my heart beating? Can you hear that sound? Cause I can't help crying. And I won't look down."


6. Ken Zhu - Here We Are. "Here we are, it's not a perfect world."


7. Valerius - You Say When. "I want to speak, but words won't come. Because my voice is locked inside a heart-shaped box."


8. One Republic - Secret. "Got no reason, got no shame. Got no family I can blame. Just don't let me disappear."


9. McFly feat. Taio Cruz - Shine A Light. "Now I'm on my own. If anybody sees her Shine a light on her."


10. Chris Daughtry - Feels Like Tonight. "From the moment you came into my life, you showed me what's right."


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Happy Weekend!

She’s always there when I need her, 
She's the strongest women I know, 
She's honest, 
She's my Mom.


Even though, we fight like animals, and I tell her I hate her all the time.
I really do love her.

You okay?

Just stay strong, and
Peace.

~On a Midterm~

I won't post anything yet until it's finished.
Don't worry, Be happy! :D

Question of the month

I often thinking about it.
Let me tell you, my question of the month is "Why can't you see me looking at you?"
I just wondering.
Perhaps you've thinking about that too.
Anyone can answer my question?