pray for me, will you?

So, I just checked my timeline on twitter when suddenly, someone tweet about Super Junior will come to Indonesia for SS4. Yeah, that was shocking me! You all know that I'm very looooove super junior right? huhu well, that news made me more confused beside of happy. How couldn't? Its said that Suju will come to Indonesia on April, perhaps. And the ticket about 1 month again for sale. 


I don't have money! And it so hard for me to ask my parents for money. Not because my parents wouldn't give me, but as a good girl, I feel hesitate to my parents.
I'm sooo fucked up right now. I'm confused about what to do to get a lot of money  in a quick and halal way, for sure. Any idea? If not, would you just pray for me? :")

Well, this is me currently

Am I sloppy? or better than before?

*anyway, i will make a posting rarely here. Blame school! hihi :-P & if you miss me (confident lvl: OVER) you can follow my miniblog (twitter) here

Me, sign out. ADIOS AMIGOS! :*

Hello people!

Feels like a loooong time no post here. Well, actually not that long-_-
I'm not busy. I just... don't have any idea what kind of post I will present to you here.
Maybe, i'm little bit depressed. Ha Ha. just skip

Well, recently, I took many photos. It's not really good but... yeah, let's see ;)

my sister

my brother

me and Rere

that's all.
Ha ha I'll see you on next post ;)
Oh, almost forget! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 everyone :D

a random story which I got from someone's blog.

We were 13 when we met.

He was a cutie.

He liked me.

Last day of school, at the park, he held me close, and said "I hardly know you, but your beautiful." Than leaned in.

That was our first kiss. We were dating.

Years passed, we were 16.

Still dating, totally in love.

It was our 3 year anniversary.

We were going to celebrate at the beach with a group of friends.

At sunset, so romantic.

Us and our friends gathered in our cars.

With boom boxes, and grilled food, all huddled together.

We parked in the beach park, no one was there.

We all ran down to the sand.

The girls in our bikini tops and shorts.

The boys in shirts and swimming trunks.

I sat in my tank top and shorts, on the back of his truck, his towel wrapped around me.

We sat on the back wrapped together, kissing.

It was a teenage dream.

When everyone remembered we forgot the fireworks at my boyfriend's house.

Me and him got in his truck to leave.

4 blocks from his house, we were waiting what seemed like forever at a red light.

We were finally crossing over when a car hit us.

The gas tank exploded, flames burst on us as we flipped over again and again.

Before landing upside down, us both unconscious.

I woke up in a hospital bed, next to his.

The doctors calmed me down, tears ran down my face.

I had no face, it was almost completely burned.

I saw myself in the mirror, and broke apart in tears.

I was hideous. Revolting.

I would wonder what he would think of me, I wasn't beautiful.

But I just prayed he would wake up.

Days went by, I never left. He woke one day.

The doctors told me "He has memory loss. He remembers nothing. Not even his mom or dad."

I was heartbroken.

They said, "See him if you want. Just go on in."

I walked in, and sat next to him.

I held his hand close, tears running down what was left of my face.

He opened his eyes, I couldn't help but crack a smile.

I said "Hi. Remember me?"

He said,

"I don't know you, but you're beautiful."

Pancake on Saturday

Yesterday, I made some pancake with my sister, Rere. Iseng sekali, jadi kita cuma berdua di rumah dan kelaparan. Suddenly, I found some materials to make a pancake. Yasudah akhirnya kami memutuskan untuk membuat pancake. 

here it is the step to make pancake:

1. Prepare the materials, which is: Tepung pancake, air 250ml, telur, dan untuk topingnya.

 2. Mix and stir it well.

3. Pour it using a round spoon.

4. Wait until the air bubbles appear.

5. Boleh dibalik, boleh tidak.

6. This is it :)

 YUMMY! :9

b&w

This is my favorite Black & White pictures recently. I don't know why, I just love it! 

Sometimes, reason isn't really important for loving something, don't you think so?

it's me. by the way

hahaha I know my expression was not-so-good-looking ._. Just ignore it by the way. hoho
Peace

Happy Halloween!

Those old picture was taken by me on 2009. So old, right?

That wasn't my face, for sure. I'm wearing a silly mask which My Sister bought at Pondok Indah Mall (PIM), that time. And those picture used to be my profile picture on my facebook account.

I got many responses! here's some:

Hihihi :p

well, how's your Halloween, pals? :)

behind the photoshoot

We are! :D

(left to right) Ner, Lela, Shafa, Niken, Amel, Didis.

without Monic. She's the cameramen hehe

zebra

There is...

There is ILY (I Love You) in FAMILY..

 My Brother, Thoriq.

 Me and my Sister, Rere.

Thoriq when he was 2 years old. Cute attack >,<

Broh and Sist.

Let's Gardening!

I went to Bandung on my last holiday. There was so many beautiful place for hunting or just for throw away your daily problem. I just sharing some picture now. Here it is:

 In Kampung Kuda. Very great place. You should try to visiting this place.

 In Kampung Gajah.

Kampung Gajah. Me, my auntie and my cousin. 

 My auntie's daughter. Her name's Orens.

I'm sixteen now

 Flat Shoes from my Sister, Rere. THANKYOU RERE uknowmesowell :D

Cake from my new classmate, XI IPA 6. THANKYOUUUUU

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[UPDATE]

This Monday I went to Teras Kota Mall with my Junior High School friends. We watched Harry Potter & Deathly Hallows Part 2. It was an UBER COOL movie! Too bad it just the LAST chapter of Harry Potter movie :'( And when we on our way to home, suddenly my friends sang "Happy Birthday, Amel." and I was like.. "Hey today isn't my birthday" and they said "Yeah, sorry for the late gift. This is for you" and they gave me this gift...

And I was like "Thankyou thank you soooo much!" haha And this is the contents:

 A teenlit novel and cellphone's bag.

And they also gave me the greeting card. So cute with the purple color and the ribbon!